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she's an angel...i don't care if you can't see her wings...

i was asked a few months ago if i liked the new pharell single. and i do. i had to listen to it 13 times, but i really, really, like it.

DING DONG!

ok, a real blog will be here later. i've been busy. i've learned his week that progress is a slow, difficult process, like falling in love. failure is quick and easy, like a middle-age hooker with one eye. and so i shouldn't be discouraged when change doesn' happen overnight. i shouldn't be frustrated when my efforts don't pay off the next day. the best i can do is what i can. to take my losses as they come, as long as i meet them with some success. and at the end of the day, that's all that really matters, what you did, not what you didn't do. and if you didn't do anything because you were too bummed out about what you did wrong - then thats all you have, what you didn't do and what you did wrong.

and who wants to sleep on that??

long story short, effort takes practice, just like everything else. perfection is relative. and progress is long journey that has to be made by foot. you can take the subway to failure.

sigh. even when i say that i'm not going to leave a "for real" blog, one skeets out anyway. oh well. see you later.



blogs to come:
"they think i'm gay"
"it hurts so good - my asian massage experence"
"the billy ocean beach birthday party '06"